This Providence-My Beautiful Rescue. <3

I’ve been jumping from the tops of buildingsFor the thrill of the fall, ignoring sound advice and any thought of consequenceMy bones have shattered, my pride is shatteredAnd in the midst of this self inflicted pain, I can see my beautiful rescueI’m falling more in love with every single word I withholdI’m falling more in love with every single word you sayI’m falling head over heels for you…I’ve been dancing on the tops of buildingsAt the top of my lungs I’m singing you a song “don’t you leave me alone”My bones are shattered, my pride lay shatteredWell I’ll trample my pride and tell the whole world to dance with meI’m falling more in love with every single word I withholdI’m falling more in love with every single word you sayI’m falling head over heels for you again.Well I’m crying out, wash my hands these bloody hands Lord,Open my mouth and I'll sing, woah oh oh oh.I’m falling more in love with every single word I withholdI’m falling more in love with every single word you sayI’m falling head over heels for you.I’ve been dancing on the tops of buildings, with you.

2 more days, && im out of here

Said general Custer to his troops.
Cant wait to be done with this job in 2 more days.
Gorshhh. So friggin stressful
Because no tourists to take care of and absolutely-i repeat ABSOLUTLEY nothing to do.
tis' a damn bore.
then need to pack up and get ready for university
Starting on the 14th-
Atleast thats when orientation starts.
Dorms open today, and then you choose classes starting the 10th of September.
So close, no matter how far. <3

Ack.

I have followed 3 people today.
Its a new thing for me and I really dont understand what It means, but what-ever.
I need to do a few things today but seeing as one of those things is to be at work, and I am already at work, but have nothing to do, I dont feel so guilty about being on this blog thinger.
Braaap braap..
Im so bored. Its crazy, let the higher being bless blogs to keep my fingers occupied and my thoughts sober. :)
Follow Me-Uncle Kracker, is playing in my head.
Which is strange seeing as I havent heard that song in a good, 2 years.
But, there it is.
Tick tock. The A/C is quite loud.
I am livid. && quite excited to pack up and leave.
Only like 2 weeks to go. I think. Or is it 3? Numbers arent really my thing.
I want to know what this new Quentin Tarantino movie is with brad Pitt. But it has been my life time rule to not watch trailers online, so I dont think ill know anytime soon, seeing as the country that I am in now has no movie theatres.
Basically its an Italian war film, so I am allll for that.
Supposed to be like I quote unquote Kill bill cut in half. Oh snap.
Give me a bucket of popcorn and set me up with a ticket so I can watch that Thing .

Peace.

Rule Brittani-- -Boredom.

God.
I really hate my job.
Its like 18 degrees celcius in here.
I've sniffed my face off to its minimal flat surfaced area.
Whatever that means.
I wish to have reese's peices.
&& to leave work, but of course that is not an option.
So for now I'll have to settle with pissing Maria Kim off.
Which suits me fine.
Hi-5? I think so. :)

He gives me strength. x

My heart is cold.
New cities seem old.
& i have had no rest.
cause life had to choose you
who thinks that ill lose you
My faith's been put to the test
.meanwhile, i look to the sky
feeling empty hearted.
Last lulluby, the angels cry
My love has departed.
I thought that id have you forever
but now they paint me black
& they say ive given up on you-but never
even when the took me down and brought me back
Youre the first and last words i always singe
ven if you thinkthat im gone,
and youre wrong
Scratching at the surface
waiting in the rain
thats the song i sing
Do you beleive
that ive releived
myself from your power
Dont ever think
Id simply pour us down the sink
or let our love wilt like a flower
meawhile, why do you deny
me from feeling complete
Speeding up,
pours the streams out of my eyes
but i will never give up my beleifs


Ill never leave you
know that i beleive you
and im not in hiding
im only running from the lightning
&& this horrible thunder
that you ve chosen to put me under
But then all my fears disappear
cause i feel your presencea
nd i knnow your near
so please, im begging you
believethat ill always be here
meanwhile , i look into the sky
feeling empty hearted
last lullaby, the angels cry
cause my true love has arrived.

We sing songs, we hurt people. x

Candle in the wind
3/2/09
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Pretty little girl
Sitting on the wall
Oh, how things have changed
The people around you
have told you what to do.
So now, you can't behave.
Your hands are in a clasp
Silent sitting on your lap
Like all your hopes and fears
That smile is long gone
A stain from what was once.
A dream of golden years.
But somebody has told me
That things will always bechanging for the better
You're standing on the hillwith tears,
yes come they will
& pour out fast and wetter.
You and I,
like candles in the wind.

Pretty little gir
lIn the picture frame
I prayed for you last night.
So obstacles would fall
And ghosts in all the walls
would all just flee away.
They told me what to do
Said, child, if i were you
I'd stay away..till i reached the grave.
But this is something more
then glass upon the floor
Its more than i could say.
But somebody has told me
That things will always be
changing for the better
You're standing on the hill
with tears, yes come they will
& pour out fast and wetter.
You and I,Blown out,
Like candles in the wind.

______________________

Merna, I love you. x

Thing is...If he want it. He shud have put a ring on it.All im sayin.He probably tripped on one of the UK's damn big sidewalks and some 'friendly' people scurried to help but one of them was a hobo and he stole all his money without him noticing. Then when he was walking back to his hotel, it started to rain and since he has a fondness for light cotton pants the water went straight through and ruined his phone. When he arrived at his hotel already miserable he had a shower and the electricity got cut, he slipped in the tub n hit his head losing all short period memory.Confused and hurt he tries to remember what he felt so good about.. why his last few weeks were amazing. Maybe it was some caramel skinned, vegetarian, dress wearing, high heal bearing goddess by the name of yandeh that made his life worth living. If only he could remember.As he picks up the telephone the line is cut due to the still on-going power loss. He now lies in bed wondering.... Searching for an answer. Searching for you.Now anything is possible. So dont wait around begging god for his phone call to you.... but remember there must be a reason. Patience is a virtue.. no need to throw it all away for nothing.The moral of all this is eat your veggies. Hope you've learnt a lesson.Untill next time my friends take care!!! (waves as if a fictional character on a float at a disney parade of some sort) :D


Sent to me from my biffle in my time of need and romantic assurance. LOL
We like to get silly. :)